OH MY GOD.
okay.i didnt expect the funeral to be like that.
uhhh.
it was scary uh.
went to find daddy and family.
den around 12 plus went to the bin yi guan or something.
so we got ready.
wore the hai ching.a robe kind uh.its like monk that kind one ah!
._. somemore black.
and den.we have to pin wadever thing on the shoulder part to show which blah yo u belong to.
the granddaughter/sons pin same one like tt.
den we went in
they taught us wad we shud do for the ceromony.
so..
after that.
we have to like pray and den kneel down all those things uh.
one part was tt the person started saying granny's lifestory.
den everyone stood up crying.
lol.
i was standing the last one.cause they count grandson's first.
so me and baby sis was standing last.and she kept giving me the face that she dun wan to stand or kneel anymore.
den we went to the storage or wadever to take the body of granny.
didnt managed to see.only saw the teeth.
den i was like.i dun remeber granny having bao teeth.
was kinda scared uh.cause was not familar.
den went back.
go thru rituals again.
we keep having to kneel and stand up.
den i keep stepping on the hai ching.
AHHH.
den blahhh.
mummy and daddy's fren all came.
den granny and grandpa's old friends also came
ah ma also came uh.
den we went to walk around the body.i was kinda shocked uh.
didnt really expect granny to look like tt.
she was like so damn small......
we children have to go out first
den the adults have to see the coffin covered..
daddy came out crying uh.
cause he oldest den blah.
uncles also cried.
dn we have to bring he body to the place to bur her body.
scary.
wen i saw the body being pushed down the chute.
i couldnt stand it uh.
cousin started crying also.
den cousin told me not to look back.cause you will cry harder.

den we collected the things and went home
slacked.den daddybought us all out to family gathering dinner.
went back to aunt's house.
den bathed and went to the night market
sister bought things.
and i couldnt see anything tt's nice
went home watched tv.
and slept at 1 plus


yesterday afternoon cousin bring us to eat sushi.
damn nice seh.
den we went to granny's house and slacked like hell
pratically only using com watch tv and slp
around 5 plus went out.
den go find mummy's friend.
they bringing us out to eat at jiu fen.
den we sat car.ate dinner.and shopped.
the sister bought bag for us.
its like damn ex uh.
den we shopped and bought things.
and went home!
watched tv again.....